It's the end of the first work week of the year but I'm already tired. Doesn't sound very promising for the start of the year :(
I'm already bringing work home, I haven't exercised in a while (partly because I have to take Mum around now that she's back) - I feel fat & probably AM fat!! :(
Actually, I've never felt so lousy before for the start of the year. I'm usually very much alive & looking ahead to new years but I don't know why 2006 is different in that I'm feeling sluggish & well, unenthusiastic about the year. I think I might have fallen into Quarter-Life Crisis Part Deux. Gosh! How do I even say it? You see! Something is really wrong with me because I usually am able to verbalise but the fact that I'm unable to indicates that I'm going off my usual course. I can't pin-point what is up or down with me. I need to shut off from the world for a while to regain myself & my course before thinking & knowing what I'm thinking & doing.
When will I ever learn to ignore responsibilities & things around me so that I can live my life without being controlled by circumstances? Hello 2006..cheers!
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